why i cut off my hair short

Yes, it happened, finally. 

Most of my hair was chopped of today.

Some of you may wonder why I did this, why I didn't keep my long hair. It's not because my hair was damaged or dead, it was very healthy, but I just wanted something new and different. 

In my entire life no one really told my to cut my hair off but to grow it long, extremely long, until it would reach my waist. Well I can tell you: that is completely impossible with my hair. My hair is very dry, fluffy and also very fuzzy. It hurts to brush it when it's getting longer and it really annoyed me when the temperatures were warm because of the curls around my head. 

I also didn't feel confident while wearing my hair loose, I wasn't feeling comfortable at those moments. that's also why I was wearing a bun on top of my head almost ninty percent of the time!

I actually didn't tell anyone really (except a few), that I was getting a haircut because I didn't want to feel discouraged if someone would say I shouldn't do it. It already happened now so... ;) Not much there can be changed anymore.

It was scary to make this decision  but mostly very exciting too! I already told a few people around the age of 16 that I would want a haircut like this, but I never felt confident enough to do so.

Now I'm not in school anymore I decided to just give it a try! And it'll grow back eventually.

So that's why it's a short pixie cut now, I can definitely recommend getting your hair cut short if you want to do it, it's really not that big of a deal and it can look very artistic and pretty!

Have a lovely day all,

Sasja

wildflower photo session

As the moments, days, weeks and months are passing by... we already arrived in July. which is already over fifty percent of this year. Seasons come and go and the time is flying by extremely fast. I don't really mind it, it makes times bearable when life is not easy and it makes exciting times come by more quickly.
In the days before and after the weekend of next week a few exciting things will happen which I will write later about.

But to stay on topic: yesterday evening it was sunny and warm and I asked my sister to drive us to a poppy field I saw earlier that day when I was mountainbiking on the farm roads.
It was very pretty there - the flowers were white, purple and pink and next to the field there was a small meadow with a horse mother and her foal.
But, for some reason the picture I wanted to take didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be, so we drove to another place even closre to our home. It was at the roadside, by an organic field and many blue wildflowers were growing there. As blue wildflowers are my favorite I got very happy to see them and asked my sister to stop the car.
I took some pictures of the most beautiful flowers in the evening sun and also one of my sister (with the pretty hat I gifted her), and she also took a few photo's of me. After that we collected a bouquet of the prettiest flowers to press in some old books.
I hope you will like them.

Have a lovely weekend,
Sasja

photo session in the forest

Last week I asked my sister if she woud like to visit the forest with me, so I could take pictures there. It was a very warm day but we thought the temperatures wouldn't be that warm in the woods because of the shadows... which was actually not true - it was warm everywhere.
Before I start a photo dsession I always look for a little inspiration first. I have my own style in photography and creativity but I always love to find new ideas.
For some of the pictures I used inspiration from Lieke Romeijn, one of my favorite photographers.
I also like to create an inspirational moodboard on my tumblr which you can see here.

It was on a wednesday afternoon, so despite some parents with their children there were not many people there. Which was good I think - I love quiet places.
In between the two parts of the forest there is a heather field so we also went to the heath.
We also found a very fork-shaped tree, which I climbed with some help of Sanne. She took a photo of that but..., that one is for my private life photo collection hihi...

I'd like to share some of the pictures we took there, I will not post all of them because I like to save some of them for my instagram posts/stories...
My sister took the pictures with me on it, I took the pictures of her. Which is obvious, I think.
But hopefully you'll like them.

there were so many pinecones!

a good day to you all,

Sasja

a new camera and a thunderstorm

As I am writing this post the rain is pouring and the thunderstorm is roaring. A few times a minute I can see the lightning through my window, lighting up my bedroom. And the street is full of water. 
It’s June - the temperatures are warm but  are usually saying goodbye with a thunderstorm as their final waves. I’m not worrying about it though, as it will be warm weather soon again in the weekend. And beside that, I love thunderstorms.

I’m not here to write about the weather though, but about my new treasure, my new camera. I just love it so much. In fact, I ordered it last thursday and when the postman didn’t show up the next day it was really working on my nerves since I can be very impatient sometimes, especially when waiting for something I really want to have so badly. I got it on saturday though so I’ve got nothing to complain about...
I ordered the Canon 600d DSLR camera. I never used a DSLR before - all pictures I ever posted on my instagram were taken with my System compact camera, the Canon sx40hs. And although I’m thankful I could use it for all these years, I really felt the urge to get myself a new one after four years. My old camera didn’t give my the results I exactly wanted to have which led to frustration and the feeling of a missing link. I absolutely wanted a camera that could switch lenses and my old camera doesn't have that possibility.
If I’m honest I had no idea where to start looking for when I researched buying a DSLR because there are so many types of them..! So I decided to read a FAQ of one of my favorite photographers, Gingerlillytea, and found out what camera she uses, and decided to get myself the same camera as hers because I was sure that one could take good photographs. As long as I would be as creative as she is though. Yes, I know it’s not a very professional research but I can be very impulsive sometimes and often follow my first impression instead of analyzing it over and over again (which is absolutely not giving me a positive outcome sometimes!)
But in this case it was positive and I’m glad I ordered the camera I wanted to get in the first place.

I decided to use two old analog Olympus lenses that were getting dusty somewhere under by bed, and give them a new life. I’m using an adapter to attach the analog lenses (a 50mm and a 70-210mm) to my camera. The negative side about this (I think?) is because the autofocus doesn’t work because of the adapter. But at the other hand it’s probably good because it forces me to use the manual functions which will make me practice it more automatically instead of switching over to the auto function.

The 50mm lens is so beautiful... It has a lovely depth of field and bokeh as well. I especially want to use it for portraits mostly. Sometimes it’s a little hard getting the focus right in some situations though, especially when I use the 1.8F opening. I know I can also use a smaller diafragma but I’m not so sure which shutter speed to use in combination with that diafragma. To make a long story short: I have to practice a lot. I can't tell so much about the 70-210mm lens because I only took a few pictures with this lens. The 50mm is my favorite so far because it's a very lightweighting lens as well.
Personally I think that the most difficult thing to think about while shooting manually with your DSLR is actually picking the right shutter speed. If you have much knowledge about picking the right shutterspeed or any other advice, please contact me because I would love to learn all of these things.
I will share some pictures with you here, pictures I took with my new camera, mostly with the 50mm 1.8 olympus lens. As you can see some of them (the sheep picture for example) aren't 100 percent sharp on the focusing point but I'm a beginner with this gear.., so it's alright I suppose.

Thank you for taking the time to read and I wish you all a lovely day,

Sasja